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| Wednesday, 13-Apr-2005 00:00 |
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| Saturday, 9-Apr-2005 00:00 |
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| Monday, 7-Mar-2005 00:00 |
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知道不知道？
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那天的云是否都已料到
所以脚步才轻巧
以免打扰到
我们的时光
因为注定那么少
风吹着白云飘
你到哪里去了
想你的时候
哦抬头微笑知道不知道
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| Sunday, 6-Mar-2005 00:00 |
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偿还过 才如愿
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"从未真正放手
所以以为拥抱会漫长
偿还过才如愿
要是未曾偿清这心愿
星不会转谎不会穿
因此太稀罕继续相恋
偿还过才情愿
闭着目承认故事看完
什么都不算什么
即使你离得多远也不好抱怨"
真的偿还过了。 什么都够了。昨天晚上他做了，从来没有做过的事情，帮我打扫房间，帮我把我一直以来堵的下水道弄好了。我问他为什么我们在一起的时候你没有做。现在为什么做这么都你从来没有为我做过的事情？他没回答。
我知道我们都结束了。谁都不想回去。谁都累了。他终于解释为什么后来一个礼拜见一次。
什么问题都回答完了。什么事情都没有了。
偿还过了。才如愿。
我好了。最后走了时候我们都哭了，我留了一段录音，使他讲韩文的，说得我们的事情，很长时间，作了了结。什么都够了。
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| Friday, 4-Mar-2005 00:00 |
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谁又是上帝
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谁曾伤天害理？
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早上很早起床，因为今天一定要写essay了，2篇，都没有动，最近的生活都过得很乱，不论是生活。学习。爱情都毁在我的受伤。有些东西是注定的，不能改，我想让我来创造一些能够开心记忆。
老天真的是很有趣的一个神。一直专心致志，查资料，一个人看书。就连那本<ONE SEMESTER ECONOMICS>我都背了2遍了都没有看过，很沉的。一直看，一直看。终于把我要写的东西归类。因为要写宏观经济，从CHAPTER 8 开始看。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
身边没有书签，要记下页数。
翻开那一章的第一页，没有页数，往前一页看。突然就停住了。 172。
新的一章是173
我不知道是不是意味着我的另一端新的生活，意思是让我离开那172天的记忆。有点难受，我以为用高压的学习，昏天暗地得找资料，写论文就可以忘掉一切172天。可是突然小小的页数就这样让我为难。
宝贝，这个称呼终于霎那之前失去了它的归属。现在属于没有家的状态。是独立的。
用紫霞仙子的话来说：我猜中了前头,可我猜不中这结局。这样的一个平凡的爱情经历，可是回望，开始的时候，所有的人都以为我们永远不会分开，因为前面戏剧而浪漫的可以拍成<浪漫满屋>或者〈北京，我的爱〉。
生命中充满了巧合,两条平行线也会有相交的一天。 就是，所以一个中国女孩，一个韩国男孩。出国，到了很多地方之后。终于在纽卡斯尔2003年9月24日下午，SAY HEY， 2个人在对方都不知道的情况下，在UCAS的第一志愿中都填下了：RHUL.
上天给的总是这么像很有缘似的，像ISABELLE AND SAM刚刚开始的时候谁都以为绝对就是你了。可是后来一直保管那条手链的还是VINCENT，开始的时候，画册， TRIANGEL,手链，什么都和SAM有关系，可后来，后来。。。。
为什么这个奇怪呢。生活。
我照书上写的一篇论文，得了最高分。自己辛辛苦苦熬出来的却只有50分。
一个很有意思的总结。人生有三苦。一苦，得不到所以苦。二苦，得到了却又轻易失去，所以苦。三苦，千辛万苦费尽心力得到了，却发现并不如想像，所以苦。
昨天一直哭，这是过程我知道。
可是，我不知道，到底要多久？？
谁能告诉我?!
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| Sunday, 16-Jan-2005 00:00 |
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祭奠我172天的爱情
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He and She
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这段爱情终于尘埃落定了。172天。From 911 to 301。好美的日子。好残忍的日子。
这张照片是在一个月前照的。这样就预示着我们的以后发生的一切的事情。唯一一张能够拿在手上摩挲的照片在我这里。
很早的时候无意中在字典里找到一个词：predetermine.解释为：to fix unchangeably from the beginning 从一开始就注定。。。。不可改变。。。。。
He said: let's finishe this relationship.
I answered: yes yes, it is fair, cos i did once, this is ur turn now. good
and i continued： don't let me meet ur fucking korean friends again, i don't wanna see them anymore, just tell them we have done, don't let they come along ask me: how is lee, i don't know how to respond it, i don't wanna say hello to ur fucking koreans. just let me go. ..........
stay away from u and all fucking koreans.
it is done!!!!!!!!
Actually, a chinese girl loves a korean that could be very romantic and beautiful, but in the real life, it is not.
but i have no regret at all.
就是这样的空洞的。
异国恋。不好玩。
恋爱。不好玩。
我不会再轻易碰了。
我的韩国男朋友。
就这样吧。
Bye!
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| Wednesday, 29-Dec-2004 00:00 |
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今天çÅ?¼ç?â?ºÃ¨â??¿èâ??¿çšâ??
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| Sunday, 24-Oct-2004 00:00 |
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Suuny day
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Me and Friends
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The great uni
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we r leaving
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| Saturday, 23-Oct-2004 00:00 |
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The Flowers
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I am really pleased to make many Korean friends in Royal Holloway, At the First time, I didn't like this kind of place, if I wanted to say, Egham is In 7 Zone of London named Surrey, Here is an undoubtedly country side for me. Last year I was in one of bigger city in Britian that is Newcastle upon Tyne, I didn't think there is a big city. Now I am in here, it is totally different from the place I've stayed. I am getting used to it now, Egham is quite good place for studying, but the university's facilities are not up-date, that is what i did complain about.
Ok, let me introduce my lovely friend who named mi ju in Chinese pronounciation is MEI ZHU which means beautiful pearl. She is a really nice and traditional Korean lady that what I like, the all food was made by her, no matter simple, complex, Korean or Japanese food she can cook or make very well. Thus she will be a good wife in the future!
Look, the romantic night's supper was cookes by her, she is fabulous to all of us!
MIN & MIJU are a very kind piar of lover, they are always taking care of me and Lee, I like them!
Prince Jammy and Hong are very interesting people! Jammy was in the Rayal Marine with my boy, but he was a sinior. Hong O Ba is from one of the top Korean Univerity, he is going to stay England for one year and then he will read final year in his own country, cos he is an exchange student in Royal Holloyway.
I love them handsome boys~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 
The new life just have started, I will be better in my studying, emotion and friendship!
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| Thursday, 21-Oct-2004 00:00 |
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My Darling
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The Royal Marines in Korean
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He was in a museum in Denmark
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My darling. I can't be angry to u. cos I Love u!
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